Because I mean everything metaphorically, at least mostly, this will sound like a very weird thing, but I did actually hear something in…let us call it for the sake of naming it, “the spirit world”, that indicated that I had finally served my time — exactly twenty years of shamanic initiation, for something, and that now I was free.
And this sensation occurred on a certain date, about three days ago, an indication that I had successfully passed the test and that all would work out well for me now.
And that is interesting because the intensification of my troubles started when I was 26 and now I am 46, and perhaps the war really began around October.
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